Shellac Update - Day 4

I know this isnt a negative vent but i feel so happy that i just wanna shout it out to the world! best 35 bucks spent in so long! i just hope the reviews where the women said their nails become thin as hell after removing the shellac are untrue. AHHH i dont wanna lose my naillssss

anyways, heres a pic. Also, a new mug that im in love with!

People who dont give a shit about hygiene/other people

Yes. I'm talking to you: you are sick and you are aware of it. But you think doctors and scientists are dumbasses when they say flus and colds are contagious. you sneeze/cough uncovered and share drinks depite people yelling at you to stay away from their straws and then say "oh get over it nothing happens". YES YOU. i wanna punch you in the face. i think you owe it to me to nurse me back to health cuz it was YOUR CLAIM that germs are not transferable when you secretly sipped from my 5th straw (yes i saw you).

WHY CANT WE ALL JUST KEEP DISTANCE, WASH OUR HANDS AND MAINTAIN SIMPLE BASIC HYGIENE? WHY?

and when i tell people my immune system is crap, they laugh. when i fall sick, they call me dramatic. WTF. i should just start wearing a bubble around me Dexter (dexter's lab - the cartoon not the dark tv series) style.

Pending Vents

Here are some things i need to vent soon before i forget but i dont have the time to do it now:

- Birthday gifts
- the trend of saying happy birthday on facebook
- double timing boys
- Weird creepy men
- Racism (stalker story related)
- college classes which drain the life and brain power out of you
- burberry quilted jackets
- Sales that im always late to find out about
- compulsive lying
- allergies
- the swear "bitchass mutherfucka"

French Manicure for 14 Days???

So, i was doing my random errands in boston when i felt like it was time to get my nails done. after a very creepy encounter with a libyan guy at starbucks, i walked to my fav nail salon on newbury st. and sat down for a simple mani. My manicurist kept trying to sell me Shellac nails. Apparently, they are chip-proof for 2 weeks, look exactly like a normal mani, have no dry time and are perfectly healthy for your nail. When she started telling me they were gels and have been around for a year, i couldnt help but link them to gel nails (which my roommate has and the procedure didnt sound too good for your real nail). Anyways, after watching more than half the other customers get it done, i was sold. I am currently on day 2 of my shellac french and it looks like they were just done. lets see if the 14 day claim holds. How awesome would it be if it does?! pretty awesome i say.

speaking of awesome, i was at sephora yesterday (my fav place in the world), and after a brief run in with my libyan stalker, i bought 2 perfumes (Burberry Brit Shear and Escada Sunset something - i was in a fruity mood), perfekt, smashbox halo powder, laura merceier's tinted moisturizer and an impulse buy Stila blush. I was given my sephora bday gift (eventhough it was March 1st now) and to my surprise, it was a philosophy Vanilla Cake scented shower gel! now i literally have more shower gels then weeks left for graduation! i know im shower crazy but even i cant finish a bottle a week!

PS: the shower gel smells like actual cake! yum

Some of the gels...

VANILLA CAKEEE

Shellac French Day 2

Why I Love Easter

So, I'm not a Christian and I do not celebrate Easter but it has got to be the most adorable holiday ever! Everywhere I'm going, I'm seeing chocolate eggs with the cutest decorations and my new favorite..CHOCOLATE CARROTS! I'd put a picture of them up but i kinda ate em all mwahahaha.
Diet WHATTT

"You cant walk in with a banana and expect everything to be peachy"

first vent of all, jersey shore is as real as life gets. real people nowadays are fake and pretend to be rich. love the show.

2. why the hell have they removed redsn0w from the whole fricken internet?! blackra1n doesnt work!!

3. recently came across a blog by a filipino maid (or pretend to be filipino maid) working in dubai. it sheds light on some good topics and a little insight into the psyche of domestic help. pretty interesting.

4. parents are weird. human psychology should be compulsory for every educated person. that is the only way i can imagine a world that's bearable to live in.

5. AC's dry you out. hte how i cant wear contacts in my house.

6. people who have perfect eyesight should be thankful and grateful every fricken day. poor eyesight just sucks. contacts are a bitch. frames feel weird on ur face and make people look ..not their best.

7. why does ferrari world look like a giant bacteria?

8. ke$ha looks like a man

9. ownagepranks on youtube is my new idol.

10. what is this new procedure which is making all the old women look so young n ...puffy skinned?

11. netflix only for US sucks ass.

12.  iphones set you back 8 years in technology (i had a 2mp camera phone 8 years ago) but the retared random applications are well worth it.

13. i want a ps3 in my dorm despite having zero playing talent

14. arab guys need to seek psychological help. globalization and all this new found money has definitely impacted them for the worse. Watching driven on mbc action just confirms it. and whats with all the damn graffitti? and why do ALL the guys dress the SAME? i wanna burn those ralph lauren polos with the fricken flags. i hate you RL. whats good for your business is horrendous for the arab guys' "fashion"!

15. arab societies are hypocritical. arab men are hypocrites. no wonder all the arab girls are self obsessed n fucked up in the head. oh and you know you have major social problems when the majority of your fellow females consider kim kardashian to be their idol. God help us all.

16. had a sad sad realization this week. rich people keep getting money and people who actually need money never get any that is intended for them. why do i say that? my rich friends, my sister and i have been studying on the same scholarship. my friends failed to meet their minimum academic requirement and got thrown out of their college. they got a warning along with a chance to switch schools. they got kicked out again along with a second switching schools opportunity. my sister got into an accident and despite the medical nature of the problem, she got thrown off the scholarship. do you see the double standards? the worst part is, my friends are rich enough to afford their school tuition out of their "pocket money". my sister on the other hand actually needs financial aid. go figure.

Life is full of surprises. No surprise there. It doesn't take long to realize the fact that not all surprises are pleasant. Actually, pleasant surprises are the only real surprises in my opinion, the rest are pretty expected - just missing some details.

I believe in tackling surprises as life lessons; you live and you learn, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger etc... But, when is it time where surprises are trying to tell you to fucking change your life habits and direction and not just playing Boo! with you? When is it ok to label something a sign?

Do multiple failed attempts at something count? Do unexpected repeated failures due to external factors count? What differentiates a determined individual who will stand up and never give up from an insecure individual not willing to accept they're not cut out for something but too afraid to give up? What draws the line between the cowardly and courageous?
Are we all just waiting for luck to put everything into place in our subconscious heads? I know I live my life going down a steep river flow trying to navigate around the rocks and fallen logs and looking of new ways to control my speed and maximize the frequency of stopping at different rocks meeting other river transports and dwellers and having a good time before it's time to resuming flowing down again.

I try to learn from my hindrances in life. No matter how much I try though, It always hurts At least for a little while. But it's always easier to take my own pain because i know I'll be able to whether it. Its never easy to watch someone you love go through even half of what you've already been through. "Why" is the only thought that goes through my mind. Why couldn't I prevent this? No matter how much a person reading this externally tells me "you can't stop people from making mistakes or going through problems, we all get our fair share of em", I cannot help but feel worried as shit. But most importantly, how does one prevent any damage that your loved one will incur surviving this storm? How could one just watch your little ones get scarred and traumatized and do nothing about it? They tell you they wanna get through this on their own. They wanna grow. What draws the line between giving them space to learn from their mistakes and not giving a shit about them?

All I know now is that people who love each other unconditionally are never an I, they're always a We, no matter how much we all deny it. It's a collective system, we're like a solar system.

This vent reminds me of the relevancy of the family/social psychological model in treating patients. My phone's battery is dying though so maybe a discussion in another post.